After three months and fours days Nick and I decide to take a break from each other. I want to say that I saw it coming but I didn’t. I knew things were not the same and I wanted to talk to him about it. He fell sick and I couldn’t bring up the issues I had with us. Things changed and he wasn’t the same loving boyfriend as he was. He just didn’t seem interested anymore.

I felt like I was always calling him, and wanting to spend time with him. He was not responsive. Everything about him surrounded his friends. I know that his fraternity is important to him but I felt like I was competing with it. He says that we have drifted apart and I agree but I thought we could work through it. He wants a break, “some time to think.”

I like Nick, but I guess we are really different people. I guess we really have very little in common. My first break up was very calm, and thats one of the things I like about Nick, he is very calm. I going to miss this boy and he goes down in history as my first. Nick Allen the great!